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And so the PA exile begins! I said in my last post, I was waiting out my own two week quarantine before heading out to spend the coronavirus with my mom in Pennsylvania. I'm struck by the fact that it's only been about 48 hours since I've been here and my mood has already lifted immensely. As much as I'm an extroverted introvert, those two weeks living alone were eye-opening; I think my sigh of relief as I sat down in my mom's living room could be felt across the country, if such a thing were measurable.

It really is true what many medical talking heads having been saying - check in on your neighbors and friends. It's never been more clear to me how much you can rely on human contact in your everyday life until it's taken away from you. I've never really considered myself to be someone who struggles with huge amounts of anxiety, but I think it's times like these that make you realize how essential it is to have a support system. I have never once considered myself to be alone because I always had my family or friends to lean back on - but there are a lot of people out there now who may be realizing that they don't have the same.

Since my mom moved out of our family home three years ago, she's been honest about trying to make her new home in Pennsylvania become a new space where both my sister and I feel comfortable. I think the nicest thing she's said to me since I got here was that she's just happy I feel like I could come here during a high period of stress and feel welcome. Maybe that's what is sticking with me - that there may be people out there during this time who don't have a place or a person they can turn to that gives them the feeling of home. I can't imagine living through a global pandemic without that - I was even thinking that I'm lucky to have another place outside my own home that makes me feel not so alone.

Work in the time of the Coronavirus...

As I'm now one of the many people internationally working from home due to the threat of COVID-19, it's giving me an eye-opening perspective on the state of the digital workspace. While there are many articles and opinions out there written by people either much more intelligent or much more well-informed than me (and in some cases probably both), as someone who usually dislikes working from home, I figured it was the perfect time to throw my own hat into the ring.

Now I know there are conspiracy theorists out there who take our currently social distancing situation as the first step on the way to the humanity presented in the Disney movie Wall-E - that of a dystopian future where the human race is more concerned with the face on the screen rather than the face right next to them. While personally I'm not quite to that level of panic yet (albeit I'm only two days in to my social distancing), the way most of the world was able to shift to a virtual workplace was something that would not have been possible at this scale even fifteen years ago. That bears the question - is all of this just leading to a future populated by jobs at home rather than in a physical workplace? I hope not. As I mentioned earlier, I'm probably in the minority in that I dislike working remotely if I have the choice of going into the office; as much as I'm an introverted extrovert, I really do like having a separation between my work and home life and truly believe it usually helps my overall productivity and mental health.

Personally, it seems to me that humanity as a whole does not do well with absolute solitude for long periods of time (all you have to do is Google "solitary confinement" and the internet will provide). Seeing coworkers face-to-face is something expected and normal in this day and age, but with the onset of technology such as Skype/Teams/Uber, the argument against shifting from a physical workplace to a virtual one isn't completely unheard of, with a lot of people wanting to take advantage of the benefits from not having to go into the office every day. 

But what happens if the situation that forces mass situations of working from home is a due to a global pandemic? Being able to continue working within this situation is great for a majority of people (myself included), but what happens when some of that population become isolated from everyone but the face on the screen or the voice on the phone? That's when the downside of a completely virtual workspace can set in. I currently live by myself in a pretty populated apartment complex in New Jersey. On a normal day, I go to work where I interact with a group of 30-odd people, and then make my way home where I usually interact with another handful of people where I live. I'm now in the situation where I last interacted with an actual person nearly a full two days ago. I'm not completely isolated, mind you - the amount of contact I've had with coworkers, friends and family has been at what I would consider my normal level (and in some cases higher) - but it's all been through a screen or phone. Physical isolation is still isolation, and even for an introverted extrovert such as myself, I can't say I'll be completely comfortable with the situation if it continues like this for weeks at a time. With that being said, social distancing is now the best way of stopping the spread of the virus, and I'm practicing it now as the closest family member that I could stay with would fall under the bracket of being more at risk to the virus than I am, if I'm a carrier.

Like I said earlier, as much as my generation has a love of dystopian futures / may be a bit fatalist at times, I don't think we're quite at the level to start naming our kids Katniss and Peta. But if this tells me anything, although the idea you can work remotely is more of a possibility now for those in a digital industry, it may not be the best for long periods of time. Our overall level of digital saturation is not quite yet at the point where the world of Wall-E is our destiny, but it does make me wonder how much closer COVID-19 has pushed us in that overall direction.

The Iron City

Another year, another travel story. Be sure to head over to my travel blog to see updates from my short trip to Pittsburgh.

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A return to form? 2019 in Music.

It's been a long time since I've had such a year spent travelling. And for the first time in a long time, we have a really good mixtape for the year to share!

1. Yuno - There's No Going Back
2. Coldplay - Hymn For The Weekend
3. Young Fathers - See How 
4. David Ramirez - Time 
5. Bon Iver - Minnesota, WI 
6. Mona - Some Kind of Rage 
7. Motionless in White - Voices 
8. The Glorious Sons - S.O.S. (Sawed Off Shotgun) 
9. Iggy Azalea - Sally Walker 
10. AJR - 100 Bad Days 
11. Bring Me The Horizon & Dani Filth - wonderful life 
12. Chris Cornell - Nearly Forgot My Broken Heart 
13. Fall Out Boy - Wilson (Expensive Mistakes) 
14. Logan Mize - Bands Make Her Dance 
15. Marshmello & A Day To Remember - Rescue Me 
16. Jon Bellion - All Time Low

Updates!

I can't believe how fast this year has gone already. I've updated my photography gallery with photos from my trip to the Finger Lakes last month, as well as some older work I've been scanning in lately. I'm still waiting on a bunch of film to be developed from that trip, but from how the digital work has come out, I'm pretty excited. It's been really nice to get back into working... outside of work.